A high school senior with a class i'm failing that I don't even want and another class that I'm failing that I absolutely need....my family is bearing down upon me like a suffocating weight on my body, pushng more and more air from my lungs as I try and breathe but every exhale is more painful.
college looms...it's a terrible feeling, terrible sight, it makes me shuder irrationaly...I recently lost my son. Not my son from my womb, but my friend's son, but he still would have ben MY son had he made it to birth...My little Edward Cragen...
I've not adapted well, never have adapted well to anything this year has had to offer...I am failing two classes, i hate them, i don't want them, don't need one, i need the other...i want my technology cord, i hate this class...what do i want more...? my cord...that's what i want...soon...i'll be blowing it out of the water...
I need help...i have problems, so many of them I am surprised I can function at all...if you're a gay, bi, lesbian, or trans person living in the Rio Grande Valley in Texas please talk to me...or if you know of a good psychologist that specifically works with GLBT people then I would appreciate it...I need to talk and be heard befor i kill myself...
